Hi Mom, it’s me, Lou Lou
a film by Atakan Yılmaz
20 min - 2024 - Turkey - Drama/Queer
Synopsis
Hakkı, a university student earning his keep through Drag Queen performances in İstanbul, is jolted by the news of his mother’s passing one night. Concealing his sexual orientation from all but his late mother, he returns to the family home after three years, confronting the weighty expectations of being the only male offspring and his relatives’ ignorance. In his childhood room poignant discoveries await a vibrant sweater begun by his mother, and a clandestine photograph capturing a shared moment during her covert visit. Despite grappling with guilt over his mother’s demise and his father’s aloofness, this journey catalyzes his journey towards self-acceptance.
Awards
International Usak Short Film Festival - Best Production Design Award
Luma Short Film Festival - Turkey Special Jury Award
Festivals
Festival International ou Court Metrage Clermont-Ferrand
St. Louis International Film Festival
International Adana Golden Boll Film Festival
PinkLife Queer Fest
International Crime and Punishment Film Festival
International izmir Short Film Festival
International Istanbul Film Festival
BFI FLARE London LGBTQ+ Film Festival
Mlada Kamera Short Film Festival
WICKED QUEER: The Boston LGBTQ+ Film Festival
Filmfestival Türkei Deutschland
Akbank Short Film Festival
Positively Different Short Film Festival
International Frankfurt Turkish Film Festival
International Labour Film Festival
Le Giornate Della Luce Film Festival/
National University of Fenerbahçe Short Film Festival
Crew
Written & directed by : Atakan YılmazCast : Onur Gözeten, Ceren Taşçi, S. Emrah Özdemir, Nizam Namidar, Eylül Dursun, Yasemin Baştan, Atakan Yılmaz
Production : Ece Bozkaya & Atakan Yılmaz
Co-production : Onur Nayir
DOP : Ece Latifaoglu
Art direction : Bengü Şener
Editing : Tuvana Simin Günay
First Assistant Director : Deniz Ege Tuna
2nd Assistant Director : Dilay Şengül
Stylist & Hair : Şeyda İpek
Choregrapher : Yusuf Burak Kurtoğlu
Drag Queen Mentor & Make-up : Bibbidi Birthing
Focus Puller : Ercan Kirsiz
1st Assistant Camera : Oğuzhan Gençtürk
2nd Assistant Camera : Berk Kara
DIT : Eylül Akkaya
Steadicam Operator : Metin Beşiktaş
Gaffer : Batuhan Dönmez
Best Boy : Emir Şahin
Key Grip : Veysel Balcı
1st Set Assistant : Tanzer Kara
2nd Set Assistant : Kayra Doğa Öztürk
Location Managers : Hakan Aysel & Berke Yıldırım
Script Supervisor : Ali Vatansever
Assistant Editor : Kaan Tığlı
Color Grading : Canberk Erdoğan
Sound Designer : Onur Erdem
Production Assistant : Berkay Seymen
Backstage : Melis Gökalp
Catering : Erdoğan Yılmaz, Şükran Yılmaz & Sıla Yılmaz